GuiLty

It is hard when someone ask you to protect a person who does not want to be protected. I think you as her mother should advice her, why put the burden on me. I'm sorry but i have my limits to. I can't force someone to be somebody that they do not want to be. I've seen the ups & down but I only keep it to myself. Now I think it is getting very serious & you as the parents rely on me to take care of the situation. Who am I?? I'm just a person who wants to help her best friend. I know what she wanted to be right now is against our faith & beliefs, but I'm not in the position to tell her. That is your job to tell her, not me. Sadly, I think I have been a better person to her than you as her mother and that is wrong. You put so much trust on me to change her but I can only say 1 thing, BEFORE YOU WANT TO CHANGE OTHER PEOPLE, YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOURSELF FIRST!!!!!!

I WisH i Was Her

By looking at the picture above

I really wish that the girl was ME!!!

Call me a psycho

But i would do ANYTHING!!! i mean ANYTHING to meet this guy personally

Well I've mention it before on my blog how im in LOVE with

KIM HEECHUL!!!!

To be touched by him will be like a dream come true for me...

(hands not at any other part)

I was thankful that this UGLY Biatch*** is NOT his girlfriend

I would faint if she is...

I look HOTTER than HER!!!!

HAHAHAHA

Lamest joke that I always make...

So what...HAHAHA

Its not wrong for a Girl to think she's HOT!!!

Yeah I know its so not true..

I deserve to say nice things about myself...

AHAKS!!

BaJu RaYa

Fara habaq JUSCO sale jual bju raya...

cek nk pi bli tp tiap kali nk bli ade je bnda jd...

satu je bnda yg jd.

kakak ak xmo bgn tdo

ak xmo pi sorg2..

takot...

ak ni ade mslh kalo gi mne2 sorg..

ak slalu pk naty org tgk ak nye ***************

hahaha

mcm fobia plak

so ak xtahu la bile nk bli bju raya nih...

at least nk bli satu..

nk bli bag skali

tp byk bantahan dri rumah ak...

so ak bli kasut raya...

jarang bli kasut raya..

Tapi ak rse mcm xde mood je nk raya

ntah la...mood rye dh xde kot..

ak sdh smakin matang kn...

HUHUHUHU..

tp ak lg sonok bln pose..

walopon xmkn die menolong ak diet..

HAHAHAHA...

smoga ak dpt lg menyambut Ramadhan di masa hadapan

Jika i panjang kan la umur ak ini..

Sekian Terima Kaseh...

waTever La Weyh..

watever i do to defend myself u will still think that u r the one who is right

bcoz that is life..they always think that they are right n u are wrong

i always think dat im right n ppl are wrong

A will think that B always think that he is good n A will think that B always think that A is bad( pening)

hihihihihihi

its funny

because that kind of mentality will never make u happy

I like it when ppl hate me they say it in front of my face...

why takot2..brani buat brani brdepan la...

i thought u are brave..turns out u r a scaredy cat dat always hide behind others n pretend dat u r strong

dats just B.S...curse me all u want..

maybe i deserve it but u deserve it more...

Thank You for being my friend once

kALau DiberI PeLUANG

kalo ak diberi peluang tok pilih jenis mne ak nk

ak akn ckp ak nk pilih jenis manusia spt Sahabat2 Nabi kite

Nape? supaya ak bahagia bkn sekadar dunia tp diakhirat

supaya ak dpt mengharungi sume jarum2 hidop ini dgn tenang n tabah

ak dilahirkan dgn muke yg garang

ak bersyukur dpt muka nih..bg ak HOT kot..

HAHAHA

tp ak taw ade yg pk ak slalu wat muka

untuk pengetahuan sume

kalo muke ak cm bese pon masam

kalo ak masam pon xde perubahan

SBB TUHAN DH JDIKAN MUKE AK CMNI

tp mak ak ckp mybe ade hikmah nye

mybe nk galakkn kite bersenyum slalu

abes xkn la nk senyum 24hrs

org xsnyum kat ak...ade ak komplain...ni bile ak snyom msti org kate ade la bdk nih nk satu bnda

mmg btol pon...xkn nk satu bnda dri org pon nk kne berlagak

mybe sbb ak xpnh rapat aleh2 mntk tolong..

tu kot sbb nye..dh ko ngn si anu len..ak ngn si anu len...

xkn nk mntk tlg pon nk kne berkire rpt ke x????

mmg rakan akn dtg bile time ssh...sbb time ssh perlukan prtolongn..kdg2 yg rapat xdpt bntu

mnta la pde yg xrapat...yg xrapat xsmestinye kite rapat ngn die sbb nk pertolongn die

bile die dh tlg kite buang die..mybe sbb jrg jmpe..xckp la...

kalo ko jatuh selipar kt longkang...mntk tlg abg yg diri kat situ amekkan

nk tnya satu soklan???ko pnh rapat ke ngn org tuh...xkn...

ak pnah mnx tlg org pastu xsnyom..wat muke ak yg bese nih...

kne semeh kat blakang..mybe slh ak kot xsenyum..

ak sntiasa lupe yg muke ak ni muke org JAHAT

ak sntiasa pk muke ak ni BERCAHAYA..HAHAHA.

Yg Pelik nye..bile ak xtgor die kate ak sombong..

tp kalo die x tgor ak xpe...die trlepas..tp ak xbole

ye lah..muke dh sombong..ak xde niat nk pndg slack

kne tuduh pndg org slack

tp silap ak ni ialah ak xkn start dlu melainkn org start dlu...

kalo org ni ak xrapat pastu xtgor ak..ak pon xkn tgor die slalu...

ak pon pnh jgk kne buang 

disebabkn sifat PENDENDAM ak nih..

ak balas blk...so what...

setelah ak dh jd besar cket(dri segi umur bkn saiz bdn ek)...bru ade pengalaman..

ak cube BUANG sifat DENDAM tuh

ak ade sifat xske mntk maap..

kdg2 ak gurau org terasa..ak buang org dlm fb sbb nk gurau

tp org tu trasa..tp slh ak xmntk maap..sbnrnye nk tp ak tgk die sdap maki ak

xjd la....HEHEHE..tp satu ari naty..ak jnji pda diri ak yg ak akn mntk maaf kat org tuh...

I will wait until da time is right..smpi hilang sume PENDAM AK SEMBUH...

sbnrnye xbek nk smpn dndam nih...ak taw..tp kdg2 sifat yg kite nk buang ni la yg plg PAYAH nk buang

maybe SI SETAN dh msokkn sifat EGO yg byk dlm diri ak...

ape kne mengena ngn EGO...

EGO ni la yg mmbuat manusia ini sombong & tdk murah tok mengatakn ayt2 yg bek..

kata2 spt 'ak mntk maap''ak syg kat ko'

tp 'i love u' pnh...sbb kwn ak sorg nih slalu ckp 'i love u' kat ak

brsalah plak kalo x reply blk...

kesimpulannye ak ni manusia yg lgi byk kelemahan dri kekuatan

lgi byk keburukan dri kebaikan

layak ke x ak jd rakan org pon ak xtaw...

tp selagi ak xde chemistry ngn org tuh..ak ssh nk ckp ngn org tuh...

jgn harapkn ak jd friendly sbb ak nih pnoh dgn kelemahan kalo ko sndiri X FRIENDLY ngn ak...

naty msti ade yg nk balas nye...ADUH!!!!

BnDr

BanDar yg dimaksodkn di bwh adlh bndr TTDI..sblm org wat spekulasi lg...dlu die ngn gang ak waktu form 1 bek gile2...smp la form 5 still ok ag just jrg tegor sbb klas die jauh ngn ak..time rehat je la ade mse nk jmpe..satu ari dikala ak brjln2 di TTDI..nmpk la die ngn kwn2 maksaleh...ala ala je maksaleh...pastu ak pon tegor la" hye awk....weyh dh lme xjmpe"....sedey xsedey nye die toleh je...pastu ajak kwn die bla...ak pon xphm dh 5 thn xjmpe...dlu2 ak tlg die bile xde dwet kt skola..waktu rehat nk bli kopok leko..tp dh kwn ngn org2 hebat tros bla kwn2 lme..dgr masok uni kat australia..ok la..ak public je...ak simpan dndm nih..pastu nmpk kt fb die kutuk2 ak n kwn2 ak yg len..ak xbtaw lg dorg..I dont frends with KG!!! ish2...ak kampong ke..ke sbb ak pki tudung!!! or sbb ak xlyk nk blja kt australia....pastu kwn2 die yg ak nmpk komen...u walk away like a bitch men...tgk la die kutuk ak n kwn2 ak yg len dgn kwn2 die yg ak xknl...pastu balak die msok..mmg ade laki kat situ..xtaw tu balak die..n then balak die kate "why is there still a KG kid in ttdi...i thought they wont pass through T,D&H(Tom Dick & Harry) bcoz its a pub!!! really shocked she when came at u to say HI...WTF!!! "...BI tunggang trbalik..pastu ak pk la ape prob bdk nih...xsioman ke..ak xpnh wat dosa pon kat die...dh brthun2 kot xjmpe...n dh speedmart sblh pub...ak lalu la...ape slhnye lalu ak bkn nye nk pi mnum arak mcm kamu hampa....ak open minded..blambak mmbr ak gi clubbing maksod nye rmi bdk skola kite minum..to tell u the truth.. u were once like others...wearing tudung...u always talk softly with others eventhough ive noticed u had changed after form 5..in fact u always "tudung" yg agak labuh bile kua...then u join this stupid cult i assume that had changed this pure innocent gurl...ak ingt ag..ko slalu bg ak tumpang kete mak ko g latihan rumah biru waktu skola rndh...then bru ak taw..bkn ak sje yg kne...sbnrnye best fren die dlu2 pon tgor die pon kne maki kat fb...seb bek ak bkn fren ko kat fb sbb ko xapprove..tp ak taw ko sengaja xprivet kn fb ko...but xpe la..ak bknnye kesah but frankly speaking im still shocked..tu yg AK EMO kt bwh tuh....SEEMA tnya ni msti kwn disekeliling ko kn...nah SEEMA..ko nk taw...ak xnk btaw ko awl2 bcoz xde kne mengena ngn ko...pastu mne la taw ko btaw org len naty jd cite len....n ak dgr gak bdk nih slalu blk TTDI from australia die...hmmm...ak xtaw nk kate ape lg...ak dgr ade org mgkn trasa bce ak nye post kt bwh...so bek ak cite dri dok diam sblm org len slh phm lg...

JgN SaLaH PaHAm

Post yg dibawah bkn brmakne sye gado ngn org yer...tu adlh sje je sye ltak...kata2 spt amaran pda sume....HAHAHAHA....so jgn la wat spekulasi ape2....ni sje nk wat HOT!!!...ak menymph kt rmi org...trmsok org yg ddk ade di satu bndr nih...yg slalu blik kat bndr tuh...minah tu aishhhh...mcm poyo siot....ye lah...di hebat sye xhebat....dlu snyum...skang nmpk pon toleh je muke..ye la...dh hebat...sye sdar spe sye..dlu sme2 nek..skang die sdar yg die lg hebat..kwn dgn org hebat2...so ok la SELAMAT HARI RAYA....


p/s: ayt2 color merah ayt2 yg sje diletakkn....blom sah lg die cite btol ke x...sape yg trasa nseb bdn...PHM!!!