GuiLty

It is hard when someone ask you to protect a person who does not want to be protected. I think you as her mother should advice her, why put the burden on me. I'm sorry but i have my limits to. I can't force someone to be somebody that they do not want to be. I've seen the ups & down but I only keep it to myself. Now I think it is getting very serious & you as the parents rely on me to take care of the situation. Who am I?? I'm just a person who wants to help her best friend. I know what she wanted to be right now is against our faith & beliefs, but I'm not in the position to tell her. That is your job to tell her, not me. Sadly, I think I have been a better person to her than you as her mother and that is wrong. You put so much trust on me to change her but I can only say 1 thing, BEFORE YOU WANT TO CHANGE OTHER PEOPLE, YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOURSELF FIRST!!!!!!

I WisH i Was Her

By looking at the picture above

I really wish that the girl was ME!!!

Call me a psycho

But i would do ANYTHING!!! i mean ANYTHING to meet this guy personally

Well I've mention it before on my blog how im in LOVE with

KIM HEECHUL!!!!

To be touched by him will be like a dream come true for me...

(hands not at any other part)

I was thankful that this UGLY Biatch*** is NOT his girlfriend

I would faint if she is...

I look HOTTER than HER!!!!

HAHAHAHA

Lamest joke that I always make...

So what...HAHAHA

Its not wrong for a Girl to think she's HOT!!!

Yeah I know its so not true..

I deserve to say nice things about myself...

AHAKS!!

BaJu RaYa

Fara habaq JUSCO sale jual bju raya...

cek nk pi bli tp tiap kali nk bli ade je bnda jd...

satu je bnda yg jd.

kakak ak xmo bgn tdo

ak xmo pi sorg2..

takot...

ak ni ade mslh kalo gi mne2 sorg..

ak slalu pk naty org tgk ak nye ***************

hahaha

mcm fobia plak

so ak xtahu la bile nk bli bju raya nih...

at least nk bli satu..

nk bli bag skali

tp byk bantahan dri rumah ak...

so ak bli kasut raya...

jarang bli kasut raya..

Tapi ak rse mcm xde mood je nk raya

ntah la...mood rye dh xde kot..

ak sdh smakin matang kn...

HUHUHUHU..

tp ak lg sonok bln pose..

walopon xmkn die menolong ak diet..

HAHAHAHA...

smoga ak dpt lg menyambut Ramadhan di masa hadapan

Jika i panjang kan la umur ak ini..

Sekian Terima Kaseh...

waTever La Weyh..

watever i do to defend myself u will still think that u r the one who is right

bcoz that is life..they always think that they are right n u are wrong

i always think dat im right n ppl are wrong

A will think that B always think that he is good n A will think that B always think that A is bad( pening)

hihihihihihi

its funny

because that kind of mentality will never make u happy

I like it when ppl hate me they say it in front of my face...

why takot2..brani buat brani brdepan la...

i thought u are brave..turns out u r a scaredy cat dat always hide behind others n pretend dat u r strong

dats just B.S...curse me all u want..

maybe i deserve it but u deserve it more...

Thank You for being my friend once

kALau DiberI PeLUANG

kalo ak diberi peluang tok pilih jenis mne ak nk

ak akn ckp ak nk pilih jenis manusia spt Sahabat2 Nabi kite

Nape? supaya ak bahagia bkn sekadar dunia tp diakhirat

supaya ak dpt mengharungi sume jarum2 hidop ini dgn tenang n tabah

ak dilahirkan dgn muke yg garang

ak bersyukur dpt muka nih..bg ak HOT kot..

HAHAHA

tp ak taw ade yg pk ak slalu wat muka

untuk pengetahuan sume

kalo muke ak cm bese pon masam

kalo ak masam pon xde perubahan

SBB TUHAN DH JDIKAN MUKE AK CMNI

tp mak ak ckp mybe ade hikmah nye

mybe nk galakkn kite bersenyum slalu

abes xkn la nk senyum 24hrs

org xsnyum kat ak...ade ak komplain...ni bile ak snyom msti org kate ade la bdk nih nk satu bnda

mmg btol pon...xkn nk satu bnda dri org pon nk kne berlagak

mybe sbb ak xpnh rapat aleh2 mntk tolong..

tu kot sbb nye..dh ko ngn si anu len..ak ngn si anu len...

xkn nk mntk tlg pon nk kne berkire rpt ke x????

mmg rakan akn dtg bile time ssh...sbb time ssh perlukan prtolongn..kdg2 yg rapat xdpt bntu

mnta la pde yg xrapat...yg xrapat xsmestinye kite rapat ngn die sbb nk pertolongn die

bile die dh tlg kite buang die..mybe sbb jrg jmpe..xckp la...

kalo ko jatuh selipar kt longkang...mntk tlg abg yg diri kat situ amekkan

nk tnya satu soklan???ko pnh rapat ke ngn org tuh...xkn...

ak pnah mnx tlg org pastu xsnyom..wat muke ak yg bese nih...

kne semeh kat blakang..mybe slh ak kot xsenyum..

ak sntiasa lupe yg muke ak ni muke org JAHAT

ak sntiasa pk muke ak ni BERCAHAYA..HAHAHA.

Yg Pelik nye..bile ak xtgor die kate ak sombong..

tp kalo die x tgor ak xpe...die trlepas..tp ak xbole

ye lah..muke dh sombong..ak xde niat nk pndg slack

kne tuduh pndg org slack

tp silap ak ni ialah ak xkn start dlu melainkn org start dlu...

kalo org ni ak xrapat pastu xtgor ak..ak pon xkn tgor die slalu...

ak pon pnh jgk kne buang 

disebabkn sifat PENDENDAM ak nih..

ak balas blk...so what...

setelah ak dh jd besar cket(dri segi umur bkn saiz bdn ek)...bru ade pengalaman..

ak cube BUANG sifat DENDAM tuh

ak ade sifat xske mntk maap..

kdg2 ak gurau org terasa..ak buang org dlm fb sbb nk gurau

tp org tu trasa..tp slh ak xmntk maap..sbnrnye nk tp ak tgk die sdap maki ak

xjd la....HEHEHE..tp satu ari naty..ak jnji pda diri ak yg ak akn mntk maaf kat org tuh...

I will wait until da time is right..smpi hilang sume PENDAM AK SEMBUH...

sbnrnye xbek nk smpn dndam nih...ak taw..tp kdg2 sifat yg kite nk buang ni la yg plg PAYAH nk buang

maybe SI SETAN dh msokkn sifat EGO yg byk dlm diri ak...

ape kne mengena ngn EGO...

EGO ni la yg mmbuat manusia ini sombong & tdk murah tok mengatakn ayt2 yg bek..

kata2 spt 'ak mntk maap''ak syg kat ko'

tp 'i love u' pnh...sbb kwn ak sorg nih slalu ckp 'i love u' kat ak

brsalah plak kalo x reply blk...

kesimpulannye ak ni manusia yg lgi byk kelemahan dri kekuatan

lgi byk keburukan dri kebaikan

layak ke x ak jd rakan org pon ak xtaw...

tp selagi ak xde chemistry ngn org tuh..ak ssh nk ckp ngn org tuh...

jgn harapkn ak jd friendly sbb ak nih pnoh dgn kelemahan kalo ko sndiri X FRIENDLY ngn ak...

naty msti ade yg nk balas nye...ADUH!!!!

BnDr

BanDar yg dimaksodkn di bwh adlh bndr TTDI..sblm org wat spekulasi lg...dlu die ngn gang ak waktu form 1 bek gile2...smp la form 5 still ok ag just jrg tegor sbb klas die jauh ngn ak..time rehat je la ade mse nk jmpe..satu ari dikala ak brjln2 di TTDI..nmpk la die ngn kwn2 maksaleh...ala ala je maksaleh...pastu ak pon tegor la" hye awk....weyh dh lme xjmpe"....sedey xsedey nye die toleh je...pastu ajak kwn die bla...ak pon xphm dh 5 thn xjmpe...dlu2 ak tlg die bile xde dwet kt skola..waktu rehat nk bli kopok leko..tp dh kwn ngn org2 hebat tros bla kwn2 lme..dgr masok uni kat australia..ok la..ak public je...ak simpan dndm nih..pastu nmpk kt fb die kutuk2 ak n kwn2 ak yg len..ak xbtaw lg dorg..I dont frends with KG!!! ish2...ak kampong ke..ke sbb ak pki tudung!!! or sbb ak xlyk nk blja kt australia....pastu kwn2 die yg ak nmpk komen...u walk away like a bitch men...tgk la die kutuk ak n kwn2 ak yg len dgn kwn2 die yg ak xknl...pastu balak die msok..mmg ade laki kat situ..xtaw tu balak die..n then balak die kate "why is there still a KG kid in ttdi...i thought they wont pass through T,D&H(Tom Dick & Harry) bcoz its a pub!!! really shocked she when came at u to say HI...WTF!!! "...BI tunggang trbalik..pastu ak pk la ape prob bdk nih...xsioman ke..ak xpnh wat dosa pon kat die...dh brthun2 kot xjmpe...n dh speedmart sblh pub...ak lalu la...ape slhnye lalu ak bkn nye nk pi mnum arak mcm kamu hampa....ak open minded..blambak mmbr ak gi clubbing maksod nye rmi bdk skola kite minum..to tell u the truth.. u were once like others...wearing tudung...u always talk softly with others eventhough ive noticed u had changed after form 5..in fact u always "tudung" yg agak labuh bile kua...then u join this stupid cult i assume that had changed this pure innocent gurl...ak ingt ag..ko slalu bg ak tumpang kete mak ko g latihan rumah biru waktu skola rndh...then bru ak taw..bkn ak sje yg kne...sbnrnye best fren die dlu2 pon tgor die pon kne maki kat fb...seb bek ak bkn fren ko kat fb sbb ko xapprove..tp ak taw ko sengaja xprivet kn fb ko...but xpe la..ak bknnye kesah but frankly speaking im still shocked..tu yg AK EMO kt bwh tuh....SEEMA tnya ni msti kwn disekeliling ko kn...nah SEEMA..ko nk taw...ak xnk btaw ko awl2 bcoz xde kne mengena ngn ko...pastu mne la taw ko btaw org len naty jd cite len....n ak dgr gak bdk nih slalu blk TTDI from australia die...hmmm...ak xtaw nk kate ape lg...ak dgr ade org mgkn trasa bce ak nye post kt bwh...so bek ak cite dri dok diam sblm org len slh phm lg...

JgN SaLaH PaHAm

Post yg dibawah bkn brmakne sye gado ngn org yer...tu adlh sje je sye ltak...kata2 spt amaran pda sume....HAHAHAHA....so jgn la wat spekulasi ape2....ni sje nk wat HOT!!!...ak menymph kt rmi org...trmsok org yg ddk ade di satu bndr nih...yg slalu blik kat bndr tuh...minah tu aishhhh...mcm poyo siot....ye lah...di hebat sye xhebat....dlu snyum...skang nmpk pon toleh je muke..ye la...dh hebat...sye sdar spe sye..dlu sme2 nek..skang die sdar yg die lg hebat..kwn dgn org hebat2...so ok la SELAMAT HARI RAYA....


p/s: ayt2 color merah ayt2 yg sje diletakkn....blom sah lg die cite btol ke x...sape yg trasa nseb bdn...PHM!!!

I KnoW

Aku ni bukan nye BODO..aku tahu yang ade jgk org yg ak rapat dgn ckp kat blakang ak....ak tahu sgt2 la..dgn balak,dgnkwn2 yg ak xknl,dgn kwn yg ak knl,dgn mak,dgn ayah...dh lme ak taw....tp ak berdiam..n skang belangnye mkin besar....dan still ak dok diam..im not that STUPID. sbb ak pon xberapa nk kesah...jgn smpi ak dok diam xnk ckp lgsg 2 mknenye ak dh BENCI!!!

Clear MIND

Clear mind...

ak rse sonok..sbb mmg ape yg ak percaya mmg trjadi..

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND...

Len kali jgn nk suke2 ati kutuk org..

kn dh kne....

nk ikot kn ak yg suke dlu...

Jelas ternyata kehebatan ak mempengaruhi org...

ak suke BIG BANG N DBSK...skang mmber ak pon suke tp bkn G'ah..

bile ak dh minat gile sme SUJU...

org kat umh ak tetibe gile SUJU...

ak suke HEECHUL...akk ak pon suke HEECHUL..

akk ak yg lg sorg minat JEPUN...

Skang dh gile sme itu EUNHYUK...

mama kesayangn ak kate RYEWOOK N KYUHUN comel..

bole thn mak ak nih..

Ak yg strt minat LIVERPOOL...

TETIBE yg dlunye x brape minat..dh lg trok dari ak...

tp malangnye dis season is da worst season for my fav team..

watever it is..hopefully Gerrard n Torres will stay...n some quality players will come in...

ape la ak dh wat pde org2 yg xbrsalah nih...cian plak...

skang ni ak mnat SNSD...

so sape2 nk join ak jom...

Wait untill u noe da truth...

u r an innocent girl..

but one day when u noe da truth abt that gentleman...

than u'll noe his real intention...

he may seem friendly, caring at first..but when he gets u...

his dirty mind starts..

i dont noe abt u but i really hope dat u'll find out da truth someday..

but i dont noe..mybe u like dat type of person...

dats another story...

MASIH TENSYEN WALOPON DH ABES...

walopon exam dh abes..tensyen tu ttp rse...hahahhahaha

ak takot gile ngn paper sem nih...maut seyh..

mak ak kate kne tabah...

xbole mak...takot sgt...huhuhu...

I also WaNT to wRite In EnGLiSh

Since everyone tulis at their blog in english,

I ALSO want to join...

my English is like MANGLISH...

sorry la...im not that good...

today i heard my laptop fart2..(terkentut)

i was so scared..i thought it will EXPLODE LIKE BEFORE...

Thank Goodness, IT was  ACTUALLY me

HAHAHA

no la...my CAT sbnrnye...

somehow toDaY i FEEL so HAPPY (HAENGBOK)...

hehehe..

nugungaga naleul chingchan-eun huibaghae ijeonboda jeomjeom inseuteonteu mesinjeo

salamdeul-i naleul chingchan inae naega silhda

hajiman gabjagi geugeollo gwachan-i

naega Googleeseo geugeos-eul beon-yeoghagi ttaemun-e, nae bulssanghan hangeul-eul yongseohae

HEHEHEHE....

forgive my mix language...

HOPEFULLY IN YEARS TO COME

I CAN IMPROVE MY ENGLISH AND LEARN NEW LANGUAGE SUCH AS KOREA..

HAENGBOK

WHY!!!

NAPE ko n ak byk persamaan...hahahaha

ape2 ak lgi comel..huhuhuhu

xde bnda nk tulis...sje je.... hehehe

Asal kan ko jgn minat laki ak yg nih sdh...

Nk ASTRO ltak channel SBS gak~~ Nk tgk HEECHUL

Berita terbaru pasal sygku HEECHUL is die jd dj radio balik kat SBS Young Street..

dlu die dh jd dj tok radio nih waktu die mule2 debut..pastu die stop...

walopon die amat bz tp die ttp seorg yg comitted dgn kejenye..

kalo la die dok US dh lme die bole jd millionaire...

tp xpe..skang pon die dh kaya...

so ape salah nye si ASTRO ni alang ade KBS,

bli la chanel SBS lak....

SBS lgi byk org tgk n kt chanel niih byk drama pe..ade drama HEECHUL skali

hehehe...

Rmi yg celebrate comeback HEECHUL as DJ kt SBS termasok plakon ENCEM Jang Geun Suk..

Jang Geun Suk ni plakon You're beautiful...

mreka ni kwn bek la dikatakn....

sbnrnye HEECHUL nih berbakat...

nyanyi bole,menari pon ok,

jd host pon bole, acting pon bole...

skang DJ pon bole...

Sbb tuh kat Korea die antara artis yg famous..

kalo nk diikutkan die lah member yg plg famous dlm SUPER JUNIOR kat Korea...

My wish for you, HEECHUL OPPA..

ALL THE BEST AND I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U IN WHATEVER YOU DO...

SARANGHAE HEECHUL OPPA..

Kwn yg touching...

assalamuaikum

kawan2...dgn kudrat yang aku ade...hanya 8 pages ke aku mampu buat tok report sm...ni pon aku rase dah byk meleret kot...
aku harap ape y aku wat ni btol la...

finally  this is my last report for this sem...fuhh...lega den...even ada lagi satu prsntation ..sM la pe lg...
btw... i'm enjoyed in this grup asgmnt and others grup asgmnts..even korang ni gila kadang2...x larat aku nk layan.tp korang mmg best..
huhu  ..tibe2 sedih plak la aku....
lg satu sem je nk blaja...nk wat asgmnt sama2...huhu.. aku rase dgn asgmnt la kite dapt rapat kan hubungan sesama kite..kalo xda asgmt kite xdanya nk dok sama2..gelak2...bru aku tau asgmnt sgt membantu dlm perhubungan...ape2 pon SAYANG KORANG SUME...thanks coz jd teammate y responsible....
hope kalo umur panjang blh la kite bersama lg wat asgmnt...hehe... walaupun aku ni gila2 gak kadang2....tp aku nak korang tau aku btol2 maksudkan ape yang aku luahkan kat sini...sedih la aku...bkan saje nk emosional tp mmg sedih...korang jgn gelakkn plak aku..ni mmg dr hati aku y ikhlas... mintak maaf byk2 la kalo selama kite satu grup aku ade terkasar bahsa ke...wat korang terasa hati...gurau2 terlebih,,,SORRY SGT....exam pon dah dekat so jom la bermaafan2... aku x pandai nk luahkan dgn kate2 ...tp dgn email aku harap dapt smpikan kat korang ape yg aku rase...even aku byk gelak2..gila2...tp hati aku sensitif ckit bile masuk bab hati dan persaan..huhu... so next time kalo dpt asgmnt yg bayk redha je la...anggap tu sume sbg medium utk kite jd lebih rapat(skang baru aku rase pentgnya grup asgmtn)....hehe..

erm ok la...nnt ade masa aku smbung lg nk email korang k...waaaawa...sedih2...nk menangis plak...huhuhu...

P/S: i love u all..... 

~ UNTUNG AK DPT KAWAN MCM FARA NIH...siap bole touching2 ag lps anta assgmnt..ak ingt nape la bdk ni anta lmbt...rupe2nye dok mengarang bnda nih rupenye...

ThAnk YoU la FARA...sbb mmg group ngn ko n DIYANA n AYU  (walopon ayu dh byk kali) mmg best...korg xcerewet n korg sentiasa baik...xpnah nk wat muke plak tuh...plus korg sentiasa bg ak tmpt tdo n bwk mknn dr DS nek ats...tmbh lgi lyn kerenah ak yg agak byk nih...ye lah ak ni bkn nye bgs..tp time kaceh la...mmg trharu bce FARA nye emel...

aku akn rndu gila2  n gedik2 korg...HAHAHA...

I LOVE U BOTH TOO.........

Tak sanggup nak berpisah ngn die

Die la tmn ku tdo

die la teman gurau senda ku

die la teman tok ak gadoh dengan

die la teman tok berkejar di sekitar dlm umah

die la teman utk ak lepas kan geram

Wahai Jandi yang ku Sayang

I <3 U

ape yg ku rase ini??

Kadang2 ape yg kite rse ni, kite xtaw dtg dri mne?

sejak bile kite rse mcm ni

kenapa kite rse mcm ni

why skang bru rse mcm ni...

nk describe pon ssh..rse sedey sde, jealous pon ade..

happy pon ade...

kadang nk dkatkn blk hbngn tp mgkn dh trok sgt kite lukakn ati seseorg tuh..

tp ini bkn slh ak..die pon lukekn ati kite..

tp btol ke die dh brubah???

kalo btol..mknenye untung la si 'die' itu..

ak ttp xcaye die dh brubh..

ak rse itu hnya tok sementara...

tp ak jeles tgk syg yg diberi yg dhulunye milik ku...

yg ak pplik nape die xnk jd kwn ak..

takot ke???

ak brsedia tok jd kwn..

ko yg jht pd ku..n ak pon jht pd ko...

mmg ak lyn ko mcm smph tp ko yg wat ak lyn ko mcm tu

ak bnci org penipu..

tp xbole ke kite ltak sume itu dibelakang..n troskn hidup bru..

sbg kwn n sedara Islam...

ade time happy n ade time yg xhappy...

tp akn ku kenang wat slame2 nye...

ak pon manusia bese yg slalu wat slh..ape2 pon..

ku pohon maaf dan harap kebahagiaan mu kekal wat selama-lamanye...

Dh muak ngn law n Thanks Jit

Bole la plak dh syok abes assngmnt LAW lupe psl presentation die..isyk..ak dh muak ngn subjek nih...Dah la ak xreti nk wat soklan die...huhuhuhu...

YAY!!! sye dh bole on9...walopon ak bnci maxis tp akhirnye ak ley on9...yippee...bole download HEECHUL...

Mekaceh la kat JIT sbb sggup nk wat special tribute tok ak yg comel nih..terharu ak....HEHE...

Hari yg xbest

TAHAN!!!!!! Pgi2 bgn je tenet xley pki...sbb xbyr bil..ak pon soh la akk ku byr tru on9...dh byr tu ak pon call maxis..hish menyakitkn hati ngn manusia yg brnama 'HELMI'...bole plak nk mrh ak sbb xtaw reference num..kn ak ckp akk ak byr kn..pastu bile ak check reference num kt web site die..bole la plak xde sbb still in process..si Helmi mrh2 plak.."pttnye ade"..bodo ke ape mrh customer..dgn demikian..ak gne tenet akk ak nk cr tmpt pengaduan sbb nk ngadu akn ke krg ajaran En Helmi ni..xjmpe la plak..naseb ko bek Helmi...hahaha...so ak xley nk wat kje2 ak tnpa tenet..br skang bole...TERIMA KASIH pda akk ak yg NO 3...punyela lme ak tggu nk gne tenet die...hahaha..

Nase bek la ade Heechul..bole ak tgk show2 SUJU yg ak download...xde la trbuang mse ak..HAHAHA...

SUPER JUNIOR

ak ni awl2 suke Big Bang ag...SUJU ni ak xknl pon..stakat dgr kgu Sorry Sorry and Super Girl je...nme dorg pon ak xtaw..time kaceh kat Seema n G'ah sbb ajak ak gi tgk concert depa..walopon ak xmnt sgt time tu tp ak mcm nk gi jgk..lps dh excited beli tiket..ak pon mule la jinak2 tgk video SUJU..tetibe trgila kat si SIWON..hensem seyh mamat tu...

        Tibala satu hari, si Seema soh ak tgh EHB...aduhai..hati ku yg suci ni jatuh kat KIM HEECHUL.. mcm nk gila ak tgk die...comel sgt..hanya Seema n G'ah je taw mcm mne ak bile nmpk Heechul kat cncert ritu..hahaha..

WHY I LUV KIM HEECHUL

      kalo nk ikot kn ati..ak nk bwk balik umah je Heechul ni..kalo la si Seema n G'ah tu daredevil, dh lme ak ajak dorg sneak kat backstage..hahaha..

Heechul ni mmg la amat comel..mmg rupa die mcm pompuan tp kalo di suruh jd muke laki..mak aiihhh..encem gilak..mmg la kdg2 die suke cium member SUJU die tp sbnrnye itu adlh fan service..disebb kn muke jelita die tu,company die soh die cium member2 die..bkn slh die..

Lgi, Heechul ni sbnrnye impatient..sme mcm ak gak...ade la cket 'evil' die yg sme mcm ak..mcm ade chemistry je kami..jgn jeles yer..

Lucky number die is no 4..Laa...sme lgi ngn ak..mcm ade jodoh je nih..

Fav color die RED, PINK n BLACK...sme lgi..mmg kami serasi..

Die suke kucing....AK PON!!!

Die ni jenis org yg berterus terang..sme la kami ye yunk..n kami pon xbrape nk heran kalo ade org kutuk kami...

Heechul ni xtaw la nape ak minat die...kalo nk dicita kn..mmg xsdh la...

Sebenarnye ak saje je wat nih...sbb tgk G'ah wat blog asyik cite psl Eunhyuk..ak pon nk cite psl Heechul..ak ni org baru..so kalo x cntik tu dok diam je la...